i was thinking today, what actually is significance?
is it only when something happens then you start realising that person matters to you and you care a lot more for that person, being suddenly significant in your life, but when all turns well again, loses his “significance” and you carry on with your life, that’s what significance is all about? when something’s about to end, or probaby has ended before you even realise, then you start regretting not spending more time, commiting more to it, and it has become “significant”, that’s what significance is about? or maybe when you see someone down, but just brush it off, thinking it’s just one of the bad days and you just can’t be bothered. when something eventually happens, “significance” steps in and you start regretting. that’s significance? i guess the whole idea of sigficance is warped. shortcoming of the human race huh. live our own life, wait till something happens to someone, then we find that person sigficant.
or probably life’s just full of regrets.
and also how much exactly is it morally right to pursue things? where exactly is the fine line between being determined and not giving up, and going overboard and being morally wrong? it’s another one of those disgusting questions where there can be no answer huh. if so, i’m rather screwed. i’ve always thought if everything seems to be going well, everyone’s happy with what’s going on, (significance issue steps in), then who am i to actually pursue my intentions at the expense of the others. but then again(freak, not trying to sound like Mrlee), is that actually being weak. at the end of the day, regrets set in, and then i’ll most probably start wondering if i could have gone further to pursue my happiness instead, would even more welfare be achieived. but i guess without super brains, we’ll never know what everyone’s actually feeling/thinking. and most likely perceptions may be wrong. gestures may mean nothing/something.
yeah just being retarded.
arkar, recover fast aye (:
